Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts

Monday, March 25, 2013

حلا

مش عارفة كيف مرات بتصيبني حالة من الصمت وبتطلع  وين انا ووين صرت وكيف كل هالايام مرت بسرعة بس لا زالت لحظات موجودة كأنها مبارح .. مناسبة هالحكي أخوي الصغير وبنظري هو ما زال أخوي الصغير اللي صحيح كنا دايما نتطاوش ونرمي شباشب ورا بعض هههههههههه بس اكتر انسان جد قريب مني وهو اكتر واحد من اخواني اللي جد عشت معه وكنا نروح عالمدرسة مع بعض وكلهم يطلعوا ويتركونا عشان ندير بالنا علي ستي الله يرحمها. بدي كتب لاحكي عن المواقف والذكريات والضحك والتخويت .. حبيبي أكثم الله أنعم عليه بوردة.. بحاول ما اتفرج على صورتها وانا برة البيت عشان ما أبكي، الله يحميكي ويحفظك لابوكي وامك حبيبتي حلا ..... وجد اني مش قادرة استنى عشان احملك وابوسك يا عمتو

اللهم صلي علي سيدنا محمد

Friday, April 06, 2012

ليش هدية الأخ ما في أروع منها ؟؟!!؟

حكيت من قبل انه ما الي كتير بالتكنولوجيا وخاصة التلفونات يعني كل تلفون بيجيني بضل معي 3 سنين أقل شيء ... مش عارفة شكلي بستخسر ادفع فلوس في هيك اشياء  وسبحان الله من اول ما بلشت استخدم تلفونات وانا دايما يصحولي هدايا  اول تلفون انا دفعت نصف سعره وأخوي محمد الله يسعده كمل عليه  وتاني تلفون بعتلي اياه أكثم حبيب قلبي  والتلفون اللي كان معي كمان اعطاني اياه أخوي أوس ..... الي بستخدمه 3 سنين وجد انه رائع وما ماله اشي  ..... لكن شغله المسجات من امريكا للبلاد العربية مشكلة المهم كنت بفكر أجيب الاي فون بس شكله  فترة التفكير طوّلت  ..... ما شفت الا اخوي اوس باعتلي تلفونه الآي فون مع بنت عمي اللي راحت زيارة على عمان (طبعا مع معسل ولبن جميد) ههههه !! المفروض انا اللي ابعتلهم تلفونات !! المهم يعني صدقا هدية متل هيك من الأخ كمان والله بتسوى مليون دينار وجد شو مبسوطة عليه !!!بعرف الزوج ممكن يجيب لزوجته هدية بس ما بعرف هو بحالتي انا ولا الكل هيك بس بتحسهم انه يعني هايني جبتلك هدية تذكري وتطلبيش اشي من هون لسنة هههههه


بس هدية الأخ ولا أروع !

الله يسعدهم !

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

الله يحبّب فيكي كل أمة محمد

من اسبوع تقريبا كنت معزومة على عيد ميلاد ناس بعرفوهم دار حماي .....كانت جمعتهم حلوة وولاد صغار وعجقة ! تذكرت جمعاتنا وكيف لما اخواني يتجمعوا عند امي وأبوي ! ما علينا .... قاعدين ومعمرين الأرجيلة ولا أهلي بتصلوا فيه ! عادي الله يسعدهم دايما بتصلوا ...انا سحبت حالي وطلعت أحكي معهم ! الحمد لله كويسين ! وصيتهم يبعتولي لبن جميد ومعسل وقهوة مع ناس جايين من عمان ! يعني كالعادة ما بنتغير ! اجا الدور أحكي مع امي ! دايما بحكي معها يعني ما في مشكلة بس ما بعرف ليش بس حكتلي الله يحبب فيكي كل أمة محمد - دايما بتحكيلنا اياها كلنا- هيك خنّقت وكان نفسي أبكي !!بحكيلها يما هسه ادعي كل الناس يحبوني انا مش عند أمة محمد بس هههههه وبحكي وانا ماسكة حالي جد مش عارفة ليش !! كله من مزاج اف ام ! طول الليل و النهار حاطين أغاني للأم !! ضلّت تدعيلي زي دايما وانا بس بدي أنهي المكالمة عشان ما أفقد أعصابي وانا بحكي معها ! لانه والله ما اشي بقنعها انه ما في اشي واني بس نفسي احط راسي على ركبتها !! ودعتها ودمعت شوي بس الناس والعيلة كلها موجودة ! ضليت أكابر على حالي لحتى طلعت بالسيارة مع بنت حماي وبعدها انفجرت بكى ! الله يسعدك يا امي وأشوفك على خير قريبا 

Monday, March 21, 2011

♥ ♥ ♥ مشـــــتــاقــــة لامـــــي ♥ ♥ ♥

كل مرة بتصل احكي مع امي بتحكيلي يما صوتك منيح وشكلك مبسوط ومرتاحة انا هسة انبسطت واطمنت ! بيجي على بالي ابكي بس بمسك اعصابي وبكمل المكالمة .... واكيد بتضلها تحكيلي ديري بالك على حالك وعلى زوجك وما تعصبي كتير ههههههه عارفتني ! وانا كل اللي بدي احكيلها اياه نفسي أضمك واشم ريحتك وآكل طبيخك واسمعك بتحكيلي الله يرضى عليك ويحنن عليكي يما ... بس ما بحكي هيك لاني ما بدي اثير عواطفها بزيادة عشان الضغط والسكري .... صحيح كلهم ٤ اشهر بس حاسة انهم ٤ سنين 


مشتاقلك يا امي ونفسي ارتمي بين احضانك 

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

6 hours in the Emergency Room

Yesterday my husband made me his special Spagette or lets say ma3karoneh with chicken ! (well the one I make with meat is so much better but he likes it this way so be it) after lunch he took a nap and then we decided to go out ! suddenly he started suffering from stomachache, and as An Arabic girl the first thing came to my mind was to make him sage (maramyah) .... maybe he ate too much or got cold ! don't know ! any way we went out; he drank the herbs but the pain became worst, and he looked pale ! I was telling my self (God they just cant't tolerate a little stomachache! welcome to my world !) sure I started looking for a nice trousers and nice shoes loool and he was just suffering and can't stand the pain !! I was like ok he is not exaggerating ! something is wrong ! we paid for my things and headed home !

I gave him Cumin ! (It's really good for gases :p ) but then he started sweeting :S ok this is not funny I have to take u to the Emergency! mmmm but since we r both new in Texas ! we don't know where the closest hospital so we had to call his brother in law ! it took him about an hour to come and my poor husband was like a baby ! in so much pain ! I really couldn't stand seeing him that way ! we reached the hospital and started giving information ! OMG if u r dying u should be able to answer all these questions !! I was with him and I couldn't give my address correctly because I was nervous; how could someone in so much pain give all these informations ?!! Any way they put us in a room and started taking blood and a cat scan (no idea what that is) they tried to do a painful procedure which made him feel worst! but then gave him a painkiller which was magical !

After waiting for almost 3 hours between doctors and nurses they realized that it was a Kidney Stone !!!! My lovely husband was in Sooooo much pain !! the nurse said that women prefer to deliver a baby but not having this pain (ma'3s kalawee) .... I felt soooo bad !!! but at the same time relieved ! they will discharge him with some medicine that will take care of the stone and antibiotics ! and sure painkillers !

It was difficult for me to see him in that position with so much pain but thanks to Allah (Al7amdolellah) we decided to go to the hospital ! and today he is feeling so much better and I hope not to see him in that situation ever Again !

Saturday, January 01, 2011

New Year .... New Family .... New Start

Just like last year that was the way I've always welcomed the new year ! home, family, TV ! nothing wild or different ! never complained ! as long as I am with my family! everything is great !

This year things will be different ! mmm I'll tell u how ! me and my husband drove all the way from Texas to Louisiana then to Florida ! very tiring yet very nice road trip! and thu I don't have my driving licence yet but that didn't stop me from driving half the way :p ..... all that for visiting my new family ! I can't describe the welcoming I got! and of course in our Arabic terms welcoming means food :D 3azayeeemm !! so i am sure i gained weight in the past few days :D It's nice here! I went to St George Island for fishing but got no fish :D that was my first time fishing ! hoping next time I get luckier :D

There will be A new year party ! with different people in a strange country ! well .... the party is for me and my husband ! because most of his family didn't attend the wedding ! I'll be wearing a traditional Palestinian dress (Thoob) and also there will be a lot of food !! dawalee akeed :D

I can't describe how much I miss my family and Jordan and Knafeh :D but I am happy ! hoping for this new year, new start with a new family to be filled with happiness and success !

Happy new year every body and hope u get whatever u wish for :D

Friday, March 26, 2010

Technology is evil !!

Yesterday after lots and lots of nagging from my friends and family asking me to get familiar with the stupid site facebook so they can see me around and talk to me more (as if it's the only communication way they know!!) I decided to give it a shot ! sure i had to reset the password since i already forgot it .... ok !! then I started my tour ..... which was ended 5 minutes later !! guess why ?!! I saw this question (the second one) been asked to a 10 years old boy in my family - u have to enlarge the picture so u can read it-

and by the way I am Asma

I had to ask my self these questions:

1- why on earth do I have him on my list ?
2- 99% of face book users r actually under 15 years old .... so why such questions r being asked ?
3- where is his family ? and why parents let their kids have accounts on face book in this age if it's inappropriate ?!! and actually it's not after what I saw !! also it really causes addiction !! there r some games kids spend more than 5 hours playing with ! AT LEAST !

Bottom line ...... If Allah gave me kids (in sha2 allah) I decided to raise them in a cave and introduce them to technology after the age of 21 not even 18 but 21

Sunday, January 03, 2010

How did u Welcome 2010 !?

A night with the family ..... simple things yet nice ....

I made cheese cake A gain :D (and no it's not the only thing i can make :p)

we made burger at home but it was soo bad :D but still; we ate it :p

We laughed on a very silly jokes because we just felt like laughing

I was soo much angry from my fiancee ..... not answering his phone calls and can't stand talking to him but while we were eating my brother played Elissa's new song 3a Baly 7abibi عبالي حبيبي in that moments i just imagined my self with him and how much i miss his presence .... the song is sooo touchy and wonderful !! ok I am still angry but at least i return his phone calls now and this is a progress :p

and as always we searched all the channels for something interesting to watch but they were all the same ... Oh right most importantly I corrected 6th grade's math exam :D they did very well and that made me really happy

during all that i was just hoping for this year to be better for every body and ask for allah's forgiveness ..... to guide us and choose the best for all .....
Ameen to that

Happy New Year Every body Photobucket ..... now tell me how did u welcome 2010 ?

In case the link is not working here is the song :)


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

ليلة الحـــنـــّــة

بمناسبة الاعراس (ملاحظين انه اعراس السنة ما شاء الله اكتر من اي سنة ؟) المهم حابة احكيلكم عن ليلة الحنة

اللي بعرفه انه حفلة ليلة الحنة هو تقليد فلاحي يعني اهل المدن ما كانت دارجة عندهم هاي العادة (وانا بما اني من قضاء القدس اي القرى المحيطة بالقدس) ليلة الحنة شيء اساسي عنا....

من زمان كانت ليلة الحنة تقام قبل العرس بيوم وفيها بيجي العريس واهله على بيت العروس ومعهم سدر حنة او اكتر وعليه شمع وبرقصوا مع ترديد الاغاني التراثية للمناسبة ومرات كان ييجي العريس يلبس العروس الذهب (التلبيسة) وكمان كانوا يحـنـّـوا العروس مع اغاني شعبية خاصة للحنة ..... وبعدها بروّحوا اهل العريس حتى تبدأ عندهم ما يسمى سهرة الشباب .... والي فيها بعزم العريس كل اصحابه واقاربه وليمضّوا الليل كله دبكة واغاني شعبية ......

البنات عادة اذا كانوا من اهل العروس بيعطوا مجال لاهل العريس لحتى يغنوا اثناء وجودهم وبعد ما يروّحوا اهل العروس بتبلش حفلتهم عالمزبوط ...... اما اذا كانوا من اهل العريس ...بكونوا بمكان منفصل عن الشباب وكمان بحتفلوا بس احنا كنا كل مرة نصير نتفرح على الشباب (من وراء ستار طبعا ههههه) وهمه يدبكوا ويحنوا العريس اغانيهم جد حلوة


ايامنا هاي البنات صاروا اوعى ودلوعات اكتر ... يعني ليلة الحنة صارت اقل اشي قبل العرس بيومين وممكن اكتر يعني لحتى العروس يكون معها مجال ترتاح قبل العرس ..... والعريس ما بيجي على بيت العروس لانه التلبيسة صارت بالفندق او الصالة ..... اهل العريس بيجيبوا الحنة بس معظم بنات هالايام ما بحبوا يتحنوا ...... الا اذا وحدة متخصصة برسم الحنة

والضيافة زمان كانت ملبس او كنافة او ممكن جاتو بس ايامنا صار فيها بوفيه يعني عشاء كامل او سناك .....

بالنسبة للعروس وشو تلبس طبعا صار موديل انه العروس تبدل اكتر من فستان مع انها كانت عادة بس مقتصرة على اهل الخليل ..... بس نحن عنا بالعيلة كمان العروس صارت تفصّل توب فلاحي وتلبسه خلال الحفلة


يمكن انا كتير متحمسة لانه ليلة الحنة لبنت عمتي يوم الجمعة مستنيين على نار .... بنحب ليلة الحنة اكتر من العرس لانه بنكون على راحتنا اكتر باللبس والرقص

الله يتمم للكل على خير وعقبال العزابية

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Transformers 2

watching it was one of the plans of entertaining my nephews so I decided to take them last thurday and they were very excited, they waited for too long to see it ..... but for me !!! i don't like this type of movies .... I was like there was part one ? so what is the story all about ? tell me so i can follow with u guys ...... in the cinema 90 % of the audience were guys I felt so weird and most r teenagers ok !! lol maybe i should go shopping yeeeeeeeeeeeeey until they watch it ..... but sure i won't leave them there alone ..... during the commercials i understood that these transformers r aliens not made by man and they can transform lool very cleaver ..........

The movie rocks .... their expression :D I can say i enjoyed it ....... it was funny .... but the part I loved the most was seeing petra and wadi rum in the movies ........... that was soooo coooooool ok we see the pyramids a lot but petra !

nice action movie .... I don't regret watching and i am glad they loved it ........

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Dealing with teenagers

one of My dear sisters likes to travel with her husband alone every year and since like 6 years ago she used to leave her kids in our house with me so i take care of them and i never complain .... I mean i would do anything for her........ usually my other married sister used to be here in Jordan on their vacation at the same time (she lives in Jeddah) so cousins meet with each other , play, hang out .... u know .... they even get bored with each other ..... but this year Enas who lives in Jeddah hasn't come yet because her kids school will be late this year .... which leaves Ansam's kids Fuad 14 years old and Ziad 12 years old alone in our house ..... with grown ups whose best concern is keeing quietness and enjoying setting doing nothing especially these days .... i mean i just finished school and i precious moments like setting watching TV ..... but poor boys it has been 3 days till now and i can feel the bordness getting out from their skin loool

I really don't know how to deal with them or do something to increase the fun in thier days ..... for me fun is going shopping or having argeleh or setting talking with my friend !!! maybe if they were girls they would enjoy this with me .... but boys ?!!


so i am thinking of talking them to play bowling tomorrow I love bowling !! and maybe on other day we can go and see a movie an apropriate one for them and i will try to see the movie with them not leave them and watch one i like :D ........

any other sggestions ?!!

Friday, May 29, 2009

Burj Dubai Fountain

My brother keeps encouraging me to give the - other half part of my family a visit in Dubai .... (now while they start to come :S ?!!) but i have to find a time to go ..... last time I've been there was like 2 years ago and i am sure it's a completely different place now .... with every thing new they r doing .... I am sure I'll be surprised ..... I've always loved Dubai and wanted to live there ...... akeed talahasi mesh fay3aa zay Dubai but I hope new orleans is :D

Enjoy watching Dubai Fountain










Friday, April 24, 2009

Darkest Moments ..... Best Moments

Few days ago there was Breakoff in the electricity in our neighborhood.... it lasted for almost 2 hours .... so there was no computer for me or locking my self in my room talking to my fiancé, no Jazera sport for my dad, my brother managed working on his laptop for a while but then he and my sister, my mother and our maid; we all sat with each other on the balcony .... to stay with each other .....

I don't know why but we tend to gather in this situation..... We started talking and even looking at the stars.... me and my brother noticed a star moving we were trying to figure out if it's a satellite or a plane lol .... my father went to the masjid and came back and started talking also (thu he rarely talk) it's not that we r not a tight family but I guess watching TV or a football game or even using the computer give us the opportunity to communicate with the world but effects our communication with the closest once ....

so I sadly started to like these dark moments because they force us to communicate more .......

and they r the Best

Monday, April 13, 2009

Jabal 3amman - 1st circle

In my opinion it's one of the nicest and most wonderful places in Amman .... shows the very old sight of Amman, cozy and lately being taking care of; to attract people's attention ....

exactly a month ago when my two brothers Eyas & Aktham) came on a visit from UAE, we went there to have a breakfast on Friday morning (I tried it and many other places but it was the best choice among all the fancy and also expensive places in Amman) we were a group of 15 person ..... which end up to be a great day .....

we had our breakfast first ..... it was yummee


then we decided to walk thru rainbow street to my sister's shop in Kherfan street (people went out from their houses to see who is making all that noise :D )



I just love the nice view there ..... u can see the city center ... Jabal al Ashrafyeh and Al jufeh .... I love it more at night ....

and the best picture is this one with my dearest brother Aktham whom I can't stop missing :(

Very simple yet memorable day

Monday, March 16, 2009

شباب هاتنشتري كانون

يوم الخميس الماضي كناانا وأخوي أكثم وأخوي اياس مروحين من عزومة عشا عند دار عمتي (كنا 20 شخص بالبيت بس احنا 3 بالسيارة لحالنا) وكانت الساعة 11:30 .... الأكل لسة ما كان مهضوم !! .... بس قررنا نشتري تيركي ورست بيف بلكي جعنا بعد ساعة او ساعتين !!! ههههه المهم واحنا بالماركت بنلفلف طبعا بنتخوت وبنضحك على كل اشي .... اياس شاف الكوانين اللي للشوي وحكالنا شباب هاتو تنشتري كانون .... احنا ما بدنا كانون بس هيك سكاعة .... وهاتي يسكت !!! من الماركت للبيت تقريبا تلت ساعة وهو على نفس واحد شباب هاتنشتري كانون شباب هاتنشتري كانون ..... واكثم يقلد اللي كانت ترد زمان لمن يكون الرقم غلط ... اخي المواطن رمز المقسم المطلوب غير مستعمل يرجى مراجعة استعلامات الدليل واعادة الطلب .... المسكينة مرات كان يسقط سهوا اول الكلمة ولا اول حرفين ولا آخرها بس بقلدها بطريقة !!! عن جد من زمان ما ضحكت بطريقة انه راسي وبطني وفكي حسيتهم رح يتمزعو !! مشان الله اسكت خلص ... متت ضحك

شغلة هيك تافهة يمكن او ما تبين بتضحك بس من كتر ما كان جاي على بالنا نضحك ! (اكثم بشتغل بدبي واياس في ابو ظبي بس اجو اكمن يوم هيك اجازة صغيرة) ... هيصنا معهم الاسبوع اللي قعدو فيه ... بس من بعد ما ضحكت تطلعت عليهم وحسيت جاي على بالي ابكي. يا الله ليش لازم يسافرو؟؟ ولازم يبعدو ؟ وهسه همه شوي قريبين مني ممكن اشوفهم كل اكمن شهر ! كيف لمن اتزوج وأروح على قارة بآخر الدنيا ... بعرف في اتصالات وطيارات بس ما رح يكون الوضع زي هيك ... ايييييه

أحلى اشي بالدنيا يكون عندك عيلة كبيرة بس الأصعب انه يتفرقو كل واحد ببلد ... ما بفدر احكي الا الله يسعدهم ويوفقهم كلهم

Monday, December 22, 2008

Perfect gift for a Twin mother

today is my brother's wife birthday .... the newly born twin's mother ..... so i was thinking of a nice and unusual gift ... I got so much busy when she got birth I felt i wasn't very helpful ... i want to make it up for her really ....

mmmm what does a woman in her situation need ???!!! cloths !! naaa .... jewellery .... i think my brother will handle this ..... ok !!! well she wakes up every 2 hours at night to feed the kids and spend most of her time just staying home taking care of them and not to forget the elders .... Rama and Bashar .... I think she needs few hours for her self .... right ?!!

and here it comes my genius idea .... a relaxing day in A spa ! includes (steam, body scrub and relaxing full body massage) ..... waaaaw .... I did the reservation for her this upcoming thursday where she will have a anti stress day; well at least for few hours ..... I will be having a day off so I'll be baby setting her cute little kids ..... Layan and Karam ..... they will be sleeping, hoping they won't wake up at the same time :S

Saturday, October 04, 2008

♥ ♥ ♥ Twins ♥ ♥ ♥

when I asked my brother how is ur wife .... he smiled .... she's ok (with a yellow smile on his face) ..... ok ?!!! really is she ok ? is the baby ok ? he smiled again and said yaaa sure she is ok and the babies also !!! Babies ? what babies ? they r 2 ??? I guess I can't describe my reaction or our reaction if I tried millions of time !! this is great !!!! but how ? why ? why r u sad ? why u r not excited ? ......
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well she is home crying the whole week ! since the doctor told her ...... we got shocked ..... (we don't have twins in our family I mean the new generation, but my grandparents did ..... and there r twins in her family)

OH God what ever !!! we r going to have twins in the family it's amazing and very interesting .... but then I realized how my brother's wife is .... actually she doesn't like children that much and we don't complain .... they have been married for 10 years and they have 2 kids .... 4 years between each ..... she is very neat and take care of each individual detail of their reactions, the way they eat and they way they dress .... I have to say she raised them well .... she wanted to have another child but got really shocked when she knew she's pregnant with 2 babies ..... If u have a child especially new born one and how much care he/she needs i guess u won't blame her ...... not to forget how hard pregnancy is .... she started to look so much pregnant in the 5th month imagine how she looks now ! the last 2 weeks she barley left the house .....we look so happy but really don't no how to help; eventually she will do every thing and this is what scares her the most and we don't blame her ....

Today I woke up so much excited because she will have the Cesarean today ..... we went to the hospital and we saw them both .... OMG i can't describe my feeling i was silent the whole time ..... and the best thing is that we didn't have to chose one color for the balloons because they r a Boy and A girl wohoooooooooo

may allah protect them in each step in their life and give their mother and father the strength and love to raise them well .... we still don't know what to call them so for now they r the boy and the girl :D

Monday, August 25, 2008

Long time no blogging

Really I do miss my blog a lllllot .....


I discovered that the more I have things to blog about the less I do ..... well simply it has been an amazing summer ..... lots of actions (more than any time) nice gatherings ...


but now they all left and back to their life and so do I .....


Miss U All :)

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Her Wedding or the Camping

note: it's a long post with so many details I want to remember .. so if u feel u will get bored skip reading it :D

So we have been planning for this camping trip (Petra-wadi rum- Aqaba) since like a year ago .... we wanted every body to be in, and the best timing is in summer (when most of the action happens) because 80 % of my family live abroad .... it's not about the places; we've been there tens of times but the people who matters ... 23 guys and girls .... brothers & sisters, nephews and nieces , cousins haven't been seen long time ago ... a wonderful group not easy to gather every year at the same time .... it should be amazing and unforgettable moments ... 25-26 of July was the date ....

Oh wait my best friend's wedding !!!!! is it on 24th or 25th ?!!!! OH god !!!! this can't be .... I called her immediately to make sure of the date but I got relieved; it was on Thursday 24th .... al7amdolellah now we can arrange for every thing, it will be just on time .....

a week before the awaiting date my cousin surprised us .... she will be having an exam on Saturday 26th so she can't be with us and this is unacceptable !!! what should we do ? we have to be all together !! her mother called another agency to arrange a trip just for us on 24-25/July .... but wait ! what about my friend's wedding .... and here it comes !!
Asma u r comparing an exam with a wedding !! the wedding is just 2-4 hours and ur friend won't even notice ur presence, come on !!
but she is MY BEST FRIEND !!!

ok she will be leaving after the wedding ... after a while she will forgive u !!
I actually started to think about it ! going to her wedding and leaving all this group having fun and so many will not go if I am not going !! so I will be ruining everything !

but she is my best friend we know each other since first year in university, it’s like 8 years !! ... we were inseparable !! even after we graduated we were meeting regularly, calling talking about everything !!! SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND !!! and we can't postpone the whole thing others have plans ...

Oh god what should I do !!! ok I will be fair we will see both agencies and one of us should sacrifice ….

we went to the agency 2 days before the specific date to see if everything is going well .....I am sorry guys we might not leave on Thursday the 24th because we don’t have enough passengers but we r sure about 25th ...... again we can be 100 % sure about that tomorrow morning ....

my heart started jumping at that moment …. but hey she is my auntie’s friend so I have to hide my joy .... plz do ur best and we will be waiting ..... I know she is my cousin but we would have canceled the whole thing or leaving without her !!!
the next day my friend (the one getting married) called me (and she doesn't know that I might not go) so Asma u r coming to the saloon with me ?!! plz do (yaa 7abebee i might not go to the wedding and she is asking about the saloon !!)
sweetie I will do my best but no one else is going with u ?
My sister, maybe but I need u to be with me !!

OK I will do my best but I am not promising u !! (my sister was laughing Oh god what if u told her u might not go to the wedding !!) Ok i don't want to even think about that !!

what an amazing moment when I knew an hour later that we can't leave on 24th and it's not my fault ... we would love to have our cousin with us (yaa 7araam we all told her the same thing !! u've been in Italy last week so live with it :D ) I couldn't believe that I can go to the wedding and be in the camping it's just unbelievable!!

My friend called me again the next day before she went to the saloon ... so Asma r u coming !! Yes sweetie but I don't have the car now maybe I'll meet u there at 4 !

but No I want u to be there with me all the time !!!
Ok really I can't come from Alyadodeh to 5th circle by taxi !!!! I will come by the car ... try to see if anyone can be with u till I get there .....
10 min later .... no one will be there ! and i don't want anybody it has to be u !!! (I know she loves me so much and she wants me to be with her at that time more than anything but also it's for her own good to have me because she knows for sure that I won't let her out from the saloon unless i make sure she is perfect ... I can't keep my mouth shot if I see something i don't like) so now I will be complaining ! I will do anything to be with her she's leaving to Australia after the wedding and I don't know when i will be able to see her again ! (how am i gonna live with this) ok 7abebtee i'll be there on time ...thanx to my brother who gave me a ride and i was there on time ! yaa allah the smile on her face when she saw me it meant the world to me ... she was so much worried, tensed & scared....

relax sweetie everything will be just fine just relax ... she will be veiled in her wedding because it is mixed wedding ... it's a big decision because not every body can design it in nice way and if I were her i would be freaking scared .... I tried to talk about different things to make her comfortable and relaxed .... Girl u r beautiful with and without Hijab and what ever u do u will be amazing and it's not because I am ur friend i promise u ... u will be amazing .... well i guess the saloon will not welcome me ever again after that because I drove them crazy i was standing next to her during the make up ... if i went to set for a second she just kept looking at me is the make up enough ? Am I beautiful !! u look great

after that it's time for butting the veil !! Oh this is gonna be hard .... but I interfere in all the details .... the girl putting her the scarf was about to kick me but seriously after she finished she simply was astonishing ... I swore to god every body was saying maa sha' allah and she was the most beautiful bride in the saloon ..... does it look good ? am i beautiful !! i know u don't lie and say the truth !! Ok I wouldn't let u out unless u r breath taking .... and u r sweetie!!! i told her about the trip and how she wouldn't care if i wasn't there but she said if it was somebody else maybe but u !! it wasn't an excuse for u not to come .... i would never forgive if u didn't come !! :D

from that moment and during my presence in her house until the weeding was over she kept thanking me over and over and looking for me in the wedding the whole time .... I wasn't waiting for a thank u i was very happy that she is happy and looking amazing but at the same time i was crying from inside ... life won't be the same not having her around .... u can have such friend once in life time

I was happy he called me after i got home i needed to talk to somebody I tried my best not to cry at the wedding but i did cry when i hared his voice i couldn't help it ....she will be calling u and u will be talking to her all the time - actually he was happy- now i can get aLL ur attention just for me !! how can u think this way ?!!

don't be sad it's life and u should be happy for her where ever she is ....
I am happy for her and wish her all the best ... I am happy because she is with the man she loves and we'll always be best friends ...... wish u the best Yaryooosh

Same night 2 am and we r leaving to Petra in 4 hours ... no sleeping ! every body was getting ready making sandwiches and soft drinks .... taking cloths because we r sleeping in wadi rum .... so much excitement ... our house was full (the perfect place to gather because it's the biggest and closest to the airport street) ..... we were trying to make every body quiet not; talking at the same time (people r sleeping !!)

5 cars left waiting for the bus and here the adventure started ....
we headed to Petra and we were sleeping all the way .... when we got there we walked through alseeq to alkhazneh although we wanted to reach al Deer but no enough time .... we sat for a while ... sang looool we were very funny ... took some pictures and then went to a hotel for lunch .... after that we went to wadi rum ... walked around .... put our luggage in the tents (it was fun) ... some of us slept ..... and others like my self kept watching the sun set .....
at night we were in groups some r playing cards and others r having argeleh and some r just talking .... we had to go to our tents at 1 am (they turned the light off) but hyee we don't want to sleep !!! so we sat next to our tents under the moon light but kept playing hide and seek and talking; of course they came hundreds of times begging us to lower our voices (others r sleeping) .... we tried but sometimes we just couldn't :D ..... the sky was amazing all the stars mixed with the mountains .....

Finally we slept .... but it was an amazing night .....
We had to wake up early at 7:30 , of course my cousin did a great job ..... we followed her around wadi rum just to kill her .... she was screaming Qumoooooooo Walkooom bekafffeee noooom (wake up wake up)
we had breakfast and headed to Aqaba ..... we were not very excited about visiting Aqaba we were afraid from the hot weather ....

the moment we reached there it was boiling but after we got to the beach Oh god it was amazing .... they were having nice program so we can go shopping and swim also watch the sun set in a marine trip .....

We have to leave now .... we stopped to eat AGAIN;i was sleepy most of the time in the bus so I had to take something to wake me up .... I never tried Espresso coffee so it's time ..... no one encouraged me to ..... u won't be able to close ur eyes (well this is what I want) and it will hurt ur stomach .... ok I will give it a try ..... I had Espresso and went to the bus .... we were singing and laughing in the bus but after 15 minutes i didn't feel anything i was sleeeepppiiinnnngggg ..... was that decaf. espresso !!! I forced my self to wake up .... Asma few hours and we will be home i can sleep later these r precious moments ... wake up .... so it was laughing and talking the whole time .......
we all get to our house happy; all taking at the same time ..... we made dinner for every body ..... and then they all left .... I took a shower and talked to no body just went to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

during the trip we were all taking pictures so when we gathered them all they were like 1015 pictures .... each one telling a story and a situation .....
for me those 3 days were unforgettable and i will always remember them in my heart ....

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

أنا عمـّــتــها

(22-6-2008) الأحد
طلبت من الممرضة أشوفها ... بدي بنت مي لو سمحت
بدك تاخديها عالغرفة ؟
أكيد و اصلا امها كمان بدها تشوفها
اوكي بس انت مين ؟؟
انا !! انا !! انا عمّتها عمّتها (بصوت عالي)ومبسوووووطة
لا اذا عمتها خديها على طول
اعطتني اياها بالسرير وبتحكيلي هيها مسؤوليتك

مش أول مرة بصير عمة بس كل مرة بكون نفس الشعور الرائع ,أبوها مش صاحله ييجي لسة (من السعودية) طول الوقت نصور و نبعتله صورها وأكيد مش زي لمن يحملها و يبوسها ... يلا هي عنده العمر كله ..... واحنا بالمستشفى سألتهم مين أذن في اذنها و انبسطت لما حكتلي امها ما حد لسة .... اكيد هاي مسؤولية ابوي .... حملها و أذن في أذنها و صورناه فيديو كمان
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