مواقف 9

السنة أول مرة بجرب أعمل الديك الرومي في Thanksgiving مش من مبدأالاحتفال بس وين ما بتروح بتشوفه محمر وشكله بشهي فقررت أعمله وما أخبر حد لانه ما كانت العيلة مقررة تعمل اشي ! وهيك اذا ما كان مستوي أو طعمه عجبة الله بستر على الجميع ههههه فجأة اجا زوجي بحكيلي هاي فلانه عاملة كذا وهديك عاملة هيك فقررنا انه نتجمع كلنا ونتشارك بالأكل !! يا حبيبي واذا طلع مش زاكي  !!؟  لكن الحمد لله ... كان بشهي بس بده وقت أقل بالفرن ....الكل شهدلي انه أزكى من اللي بعملوا الأمريكان لانه بكون في شويه زنخة وما  بضيفوا عليه لا بهارات ولا اشي ! وانا جربته ! عن جد بقلب المعدة 

طول عمري بحب الأرجيلة بس لاني بعرف مضارها ما بأرجل كل يوم ولا كل أسبوع ومرات كل أكمن شهر !!!! لكن هون مع أهل زوجي !!! كل عيلة عندها أرجيلة وبس تزورهم لازم يشغلوها وخاصة حماتي !!! يا عمتي والله ما بدي اليوم !!! بس شوي ! بدك تخليني أأرجل لحالي !!! وبس أضل بالبيت بيجي زوجي بطلب أعمرله اياها !!!! لا كسبنا صحة

مرة واحد أمريكي بسألني انت من وين بحكيله انا من الأردن .... سكت .... بحكيله بتعرف وين الأردن ؟ بحكيلي آ في شرق أوروبا !!! ههههه بحكيله انتو الأمريكان بتعرفوش خارج نطاق الولايات عندكم ومنيح اذا بتعرفوهم !! طبعا حكيتله وين الأردن وعلمته يحكي أهلا وشكرا ههههه ما عرف يحكي مرحبا

تقريبا من شهرين رحت أول رحلة صيد سمك في حياتي .... وجد كنت مش متشجعة أروح لانه بعرف الصيد ممل وممكن ما تصيد ولا اشي بس جد كانت رحلة روعة وصيدت 9 سمكات 4 كبار و 5 صغار ... بتحس بالفرحة لمن تصيد ما بعرف ليش

هاي اول سمكة بصيدها

زوجي صاد سمكة قرش صغيرة بس لانه ما بناكلها أعطيناها لصينيين كأنه أعطيتهم 100 ليرة وبتصوروا معها وأحلى اشي صاروا يحكوا للناس انه همه اللي صادوها ههههه انا حملتها وتصورت معها بس كنت نشفانة خوف 

My Own World Turns 6 Years !!

I almost forgot that it's Today ! 7/12 !! 6 years ago !! was my first post in my Blog ! which I created to be my own sanctuary ! to say things berried in my mind ..... just for venting when I don't want any body to bother ! sometimes It felt safe because no one is judging me and that's why anything in my mind could be transferred into words !! without thinking ! for me that was the Joy of blogging !! I can't say I feel it recently ! 


but still I can't give up on my hidden space ! not yet !


Happy Blogoversery my sweet little home !  

What Would You Be !?!!

If I were a month, I’d be April.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be 8 PM.
If I were a planet, I’d be Pluto.
If I were an animal, I’d be a Cat.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be Springtime.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Guitar.
If I were a color, I’d be Red.
If I were an element, I’d be Silver.
If I were a car, I’d be a Ferrari.
If I were a food, I’d be a Salad.
If I were a place, I’d be a River.
If I were a material, I’d be Silk.
If I were a taste, I’d be Sweet.
If I were a scent, I’d be Jasmine.
If I were an item of clothing, I’d be a Scarf.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a Smile.
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Jimmy Choo.
If I were a song, I’d be Lady In Red by Michael Bolton.
 If I were a body part, I’d be a Hair.
If I were an emotion, I’d be Calm.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a Cherry.
 If I were a sound, I’d be a Purl.
If I were a direction, I’d be East.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Pillow.
If I were a liquid, I’d be An Apple Juice.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Emerald.
If I were a tree, I’d be an Olive tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be a Pencil.
If I were a flower, I’d be a Rose.

What would you be? 
I will tag !
 Whisper, Omm Umar and Haitham
:D

New Year .... New Family .... New Start

Just like last year that was the way I've always welcomed the new year ! home, family, TV ! nothing wild or different ! never complained ! as long as I am with my family! everything is great !

This year things will be different ! mmm I'll tell u how ! me and my husband drove all the way from Texas to Louisiana then to Florida ! very tiring yet very nice road trip! and thu I don't have my driving licence yet but that didn't stop me from driving half the way :p ..... all that for visiting my new family ! I can't describe the welcoming I got! and of course in our Arabic terms welcoming means food :D 3azayeeemm !! so i am sure i gained weight in the past few days :D It's nice here! I went to St George Island for fishing but got no fish :D that was my first time fishing ! hoping next time I get luckier :D

There will be A new year party ! with different people in a strange country ! well .... the party is for me and my husband ! because most of his family didn't attend the wedding ! I'll be wearing a traditional Palestinian dress (Thoob) and also there will be a lot of food !! dawalee akeed :D

I can't describe how much I miss my family and Jordan and Knafeh :D but I am happy ! hoping for this new year, new start with a new family to be filled with happiness and success !

Happy new year every body and hope u get whatever u wish for :D

مش عايزة أتجوز !!!!! ورمضان كريم

كل عام والجميع بخير وان شاء الله نستغل الشهر وكل دقيقة منه بالحسنات وهدوء الأعصاب والطاعات

بالضبط بعد شهر من الآن رح يكون عرسي !!! يا ماما !! ما بعرف ليش حالة التوتر والخوف بلشت معي من مبارح !! الشغلة قلبت جد ههههههه بعد كل هالوقت في الانتظار بس خلص قربت !! طيب بصير أغير رأيي ؟؟!! هههههه ..... واللي بخوف اكتر شي انه رح اترك بلدي وأهلي !! المفروض اني حضرت نفسي للحظات الهاي لكن يبدو انه تحضيراتي كانت غير كافية !! الله يمضي هالأيام على خير وتهدى شوي أعصابي وانبسط في كل لحظة من هاللحظات مع أهلي


رمضــــــــان كريــــــــــــــم

مواقف 4

مع انه التدريس أسوأ مهنة في التاريخ وجد متعبة وبدون مردود لا مادي ولا معنوي لكن الأيام الماضية كنت كتير حاسة بالحزن اني رح اترك التدريس وأترك طلابي .... من فترة طلعوا على الاذاعة وشكروني وقدمولي باقة ورد أحمر ودبدوب صغير ! جد ما أزكاهم .... نسوني كل وجع الراس اللي كانوا يسببولي اياه و مبارح كان آخر يوم بالامتحانات جد كان يوم عاطفي لدرجة وقريبا رح أحكي عنه بالتفصيل

عمري ما حكيت عن السواقة وانه جد بخاف منها مع انه سواقتي رايقة ومنيحة المهم مبارح كمان خوفي تحول من مجرد شعور الى حقيقة .... أول حادث بعمله من لما بلشت أسوق ويمكن مش حجة لكن كنت مستعجلة وبدي أصدق أوراق وقرفت من موضوع تصديق الأوراق وما في وقت .... لكن الحق علي انا كنت مستعجلة ومسرعة المهم ضربت السيارة والضربة مش قوية الحمد لله ولكن بما انه التأمين ضد الغير ما حبيت نعمل كروكة وقصص .... لكن للاطمئنان حكيت مع اخوي يتفاهم مع الشب ودفعناله حق التصليحات ومشت على خير... والله لا يعيدها من تجربة

بتحسوا مرات الدنيا كتير صغيرة .... مبارح كمان كان عندي موعد مع منسقة أعراس (يمكن قابلت كل منسقي الأعراس اللي بالبلد وجد شغلة بتوجع الراس) المهم من أول ما شفتها شبّهت عليها (وانا شاطرة في التشبيه وتذكر الوجوه) ... كتير بتشبه شاب كنت أعرفه بالجامعة يعني معرفة سطحية ... المهم أثناء الحديث بتحكيلي انا رتبت عرس أخوي ! انا على طول سألتها شو اسمه وبأي جامعة دارس وطلعت عن جد أخته ... كيف الصدفة!! وحتى ورجتني فيديو من حفلة خطبته ! الدنيا صغيرة كتير

في الاسابيع الماضية دخت وانا أدور على مكتب أو شخص يتكفل بتجهيز عرسي لكن بما اني جد ما بثق باي شخص بسرعة وبدقق على كل التفاصيل وكمان بحب أعمل كل اشي بأيدي مش عارفة استقر على مكان زي العالم والناس وعن جد أسعارهم خيالية !! يعني بستحق ادفع هيك مبالغ ؟ او المسكين خطيبي اللي يدفع انا شو دخلني ههههه المهم اعتقد اني لازم أتوكل على الله وآخد الأمور ببساطة ... كثرة النق بتخرب الشغلة حتى لو كانت بيرفكت

جديد أقنعت صاحبتي مش متزوجة عمرها 37 وبتجنن .... بتشتغل كوافيرة وشغلها كتير طويل ومش كتير شطورة بالانجليزي والكمبيوتر ... أقنعتها انه أجرب أعمللها بروفايل على موقع من مواقع الزواج على النت وطبعا انا ما بعرف شو المواقع اللي زي العالم والناس واللي بكون الموضوع جدي مش بس تسلاي وتخويت !! ما بعرف نصيحتي منيحة ولا أنسى الموضوع ؟!! لانه صدقا البنت ما شاء الله عليها واحلى مني كمان وجد حابه اساعدها ... أمشي بالموضوع ولا شو رأيكم ؟

بعد هدا الاسبوع عن جد لازم أغير جو !!! أسافر أطلع رحلة !!! لاني كتير حاسة مخنوقة وبحاجة للتغيير !!! لو في عنا بعمان بونجي جامبينج !! هههه

بتمنى للجميع نهاية اسبوع حلوة ولا تنسوا تقرؤوا سورة الكهف اليوم وكثرة الصلاة على سيدنا محمد عليه السلام

سلام

7 things Tag

I was tagged by the sweet blogger My GetaWay ...... the tag is

list 7 things about yourself and tag 7 other bloggers.

things about me mmmm ok .....

1* I am turning to be a shopaholic :D

2* People get intimidated by me ..... and I don't know why !!

3* I have a very very very loud voice lol

4* I hate cell phones and everything about them ! I even hate when anybody call me or text me ... stupid I know !

5* I Enjoy loneliness

6* Most of the new Egyptian movies make me sick .....

7* I despise guys who drink ... the Muslims once in particular !

The 7 bloggers I will tag :)

Farah
Whisper
Shaheen
Haitham
The Vibrant Soul
My Balcony
Osama

How Much Do You Know About Blogging? ..... Me !? CLUELESSSS !! :D

Seriously what is my problem ?? I should be ashamed of my self !!! after 4 years of blogging and this is my score lool I've been told Do You Even Know What a Blog Is? looooooooool mabso6aa 3ala 7alee :D


Maybe I should spend more time exploring :D

So now Click here to see How much do u know about blogging hope u get better score than what I got :D ok I am sure u will :p

Tagged !

I was tagged by My Dear sister My Getaway.

The tag is about wishes, I simply have to make 3 wishes for my life then I have to tag 6 other bloggers, afterward leave a link to let them know they have been tagged.

My wishes: (these r good days .... ayam mobarakah ! allah yetqabbal do3a2na kolna)

1- To be able to feel completely happy when i see all my brothers and sisters; not having this sad feeling knowing that they will be leaving in a while ....

2- To know what I want exactly in this life and have peace of mind ....

3- To see alka3beh again ... soooon

now I will tagg

Whisper

Osama

Sha5bo6

My Balcony

KJ

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في قرية فلسطينية اسمها سمسم ؟؟

من وانا صغيرة ومن اسمي (اسماء) طلعوا علي اسم الدلع سمسم والكل هيك بناديني ... اليوم كنت بتعرف على بعض القرى الفلسطينية وانصدمت لما عرفت انه في قرية بغزة اسمها سمسم ههههههه ما بعرف شعور حلو ؟ ولا حزين !! انه ما بعرف قرى فلسطين واني لسة بتعرف عليها !! ولـّاـ انها كلهاانمسحت من الذاكرة ومن المكان ؟

المهم من هدا اليوم رح اصير احب لقب سمسم اكتر من اول

Happy Birthday To meeeee

Yes today is my birthday and I still can't believe that I am 29 now !! it's like i've been in a comma the last 5 years and wake up becoming 29 :D .....

it has been along time since i arranged for my own birthday party and this year I wanted to do one because it might be the last year with my family and my cousins .... next years it will be just me and my future husbend which i miss the most .... well I will be having a busy day I guess .... I made delecious dishes and my cousins as well .... i will be leaving to my saloon in few hours then we will gather later on and keep dancing and eating (in our house sure :D ) till we get tired ....

The Secrets Tag

my Sweet friend Diana tagged me .... (sorry for being late all my sisters and brothers r here i can't find time really :hug:)

so I should write 6 things you most probably don't know about me

mmmm ok I will write simple things :P

1- I have a very tall hands :D I always find difficulties buying shirts :D

2 - the first thing people say about me when they first meet me that i am a show off person and i know that because later on they tell me so

3 - I know how to take care of babies and kids (even newly born once) since I was 10 years old .... because I am the youngest sister and my sisters used to leave their kids with me when they go out ...... now I am getting my revenge and make their kids clean our house :ch: lol

4- I don't know how to reply complements ..... it makes people think I am a cold person but really sometimes I don't know how ! especially when I don't share the same feeling (how mean is that !!!)

5- I can be a friend with anybody I like despite the age, disagreements or the level of education

6- honesty is my philosophy in this life, so being a direct person; every body ask for my opinion about everything ..... althu my honesty hurts sometimes but people accept it easily ....

Nice tag but I guess no one left without being tagged since I am very late :D

The Flickr Tag (SimSim's Mosaic)

I loved the Idea about this Flicker tag in Jasim's blog so I decided to have mine

here are the rules if you want to try it:

a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.
b. Using only the first page, pick an image.
c. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into fd’s mosaic maker.

The questions are:

1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. One Word to describe you.
12. Your Flickr name.

Ok don't understand me wrong; the picture for the girl in blue dress with the dog is the result of my search for SimSim (my flickr name) it seems that the dog's name is simsim .... allah yeg6a3hom ... 5elsoo el asameee

The Shortest Tag !!

Jasim tagged me and it is really the shortest tag ever :D

ok Here are the rules for this tag:

1) Include a link to the person who tagged you.

I Did :P

2) Answer this question: “What is the purpose of your blog”

I am not a sociable or talkative person in nature, my blog is the Only place where u can come closer to me and Read Me Mind .... simply my blog is the virtual side of my mind and personal life ......

3) Tag 5 of people you know.

mmmmm 5 kteer :D ok abed , Batoul , Dandooneh, Sharifo and Adoosh

bas 5alaas :D

Caffeine Free -- day n# 1

I wake up in the morning eyes closed walking directly to the kitchen boiling some water just to make my morning coffee or let me be more specific .... my Nescafe cup .... and it's not black ... I like it with cream and sugar, recently i started to make it with milk to be less harmful on my stomach (or this is what I thought) and be more nutritious ... (yes a doctor once told me u r forbidden from drinking caffeine, it effects ur nerves and irritates ur stomach)

but did I listen !! NO

my mother begged me many times to stop drinking Nescafe because it really makes me nervous and less my appetite !! -as If I need this- but I just can't go on in the morning without it !! yesterday a very dear person to me also begged me to stop drinking any caffeine related drinks .... u r a nervous person in nature with caffiene what will happen to u ? although it will be hard for me especially in the morning !! OH god today I ate 3 bars of chocolate loooooooool does it count !!! but honestly i felt more calm during the day .....


what about the Turkish coffee is it as harmful as American coffee ?!!


I want caffeine !!!!!

Noisy Sounds tag

Zamaaan 3an el tags :P I have been tagged by Crimson (Osama ! where did u get this name by the way ?) :D elmohem the tag is about listing at least 3 noisy sounds that disturb me.

...

well I never thought about it before but I will try to know now lol

...

here is my list

....

- When a nail scratch the wall or something hard 2eeeeeeeeeeeew it’s very annoying

- All the sounds and alerts in MSN messenger … I've disabled them all (as if I even use it loool )

- When women tend to talk at the same time in a gathering Oh my god they drive me crazy (does that count ?) :D

...

Do I have to tag any body ? mmmmm ok I will tag Diana and Batoul

Thanx Osama

Skinny, chubby, or fat ! girls r always complaining !!

I can assure u that when ever there r girls/ women gathering the weight issue should be brought up to the table of discussion :D ... u can never meet a lady who is satisfied about her weight (for me till now I haven’t) ... if she is fat for sure she wants to lose weight and no mater what she does she can’t ... because u see her always complaining ... and if she is chubby (which is suppose to be good) she might want to lose or gain weight and I don’t know why (shekelhaa mo’9aa) and skinny girls like my self sure they want to gain weight ...

..........

When I am in one of these gatherings I should be the subject to begin discussions with ... So Asma u have always been like this ... a skinny girl (3odek rfee3) or u do something to keep ur figure like this !! (there r times i really get bored from this question) No i do nothing about it I've always been like this .... 173 cm tall and now it's 53 Kg not 55 Oh god !! I also have tall hands .... gladly it's like model's style ... simply I love the way I look .... the comments I always hear is --- u r very lucky u don't have to watch ur diet or I think u should gain some weight don’t u think !! I listen to neither because I am really happy the way I look …

............

It’s my mam who keeps telling me to gain a little bet more weight ... U have to eat more sweetie u don’t eat well ... but I DO and I eat every think ... I like chocolate, junk food and Pepsi but I do have small stomach I guess because I don’t stand large amounts of food ...She and every body else sometimes make me really think about it seriously is it that annoying !! because I don’t see it is !!

I agree I eat small amounts but I eat every 2 or 3 hours like snacks; not intentionally but it’s my nature ... I even asked my cousin to write me a program to gain few kilograms days ago (she’s a dietitian) when I saw it ... well it is what I eat !!! and I don’t have thyroid problem so I have to keep not listening because it is my nature ..

...........
He knows by now that I sometimes ask him questions in a non direct way (he got me :D ) so I told him my mam wants me to gain weight ! I even asked my cousin for a special program; he said do u want to ? I said no .... do u think I need to ?!
he simply said for me u look gorgeous the way u r ... truly this is all what I needed to hear .....

Approaching people

I think it's a gift ! not every body have the ability to approach others ..... it really helps u in ur life communicating with others, at work also .... I don't have this ability ...... if i have interest knowing somebody i don't know how to do the first step and never done it, well it goes for both genders looool yaa i know ..... always others do the first step and come to talk to me or have the eager to have me as their friend .... I am glad they Do
....

That’s why i will never Consider working in sales and public relation

what a long Tag !

What a tag !!! so many Questions and I have little time :P ok lets start .... kollo mennak ya Qabbani :ganweh:

1. What is your middle name?

3essa

2. What color pants are you wearing?

shoo da5alkom :ganweh:

ok Jeans - Dark Blue

3. What are you listening to now?

Nothing :P (the best thing to listen to :D )

4. What was the last thing you had to drink?

Barbican - strawberry

5. Do you wish on Stars?

Never

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?

Red

7. How is the weather today?

hot

8. Last person you spoke to on the phone?

my brother's wife

9. Do you like the person that sent this to you?

he is a nice person :)

10. Favorite drink?

apple juice

11. Favorite sport?

swimming

12. Hair Color?

can't tell :) I am Veiled

13. Siblings?

6 brothers and 3 sisters ... plz say maa sha2 allah

14. Favorite month?

non in particular

15. Favorite Food?

Home made Mansaf

16. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?

Taymoor w shafe2a ... and I was forced to watch it :ganweh:

17. Favorite day of the year?

non in particular

18. What do you do to vent anger?

set alone ....

19. What was your favorite toy as a child?

I had so many Stuffed animals :D

20. Summer or winter?

Winter for Sure

21. Hugs or kisses?

Hugs

22. Car or motorcycle?

Car

23. Chocolate or vanilla?

akeeed Chocolate

24. Do you want your friends to do this survey(tag)?

sure :p let them suffer also loooooooooool

25. Who is most likely to do this survey(tag)?

I don't know

26. Who is least likely to respond?

Knight I guess :D

27. When was the last time you cried?

the day before yesterday

28. What is under your bed?

nothing

29. Who is the friend that you have had the longest?

My friend Maha ... I've known her since I was 7 years old which means 20 years back and we still best friends

30. What did you do last night?

watched TV and for sure I prayed tarawee7 and read Quran

31. What are you afraid of?

something bad happen to one of my family

32. Plain, buttered, or salted popcorn?

Plain

33. Favorite car?

Toyota Rav 4

34. Favorite Flower?

Roses .... red once

35. How many keys on your key ring?

4 keys

36. How many years at your job?

one

37. What did you do on your last birthday?

my friends invited me out

38. How many states have you lived in?

countries u mean ?!! 3 ... saudia and Jordan and little time in UAE

39. Did you have fun doing this?

Well Yes i did :D

40. Who are you going to send this to?

I can't say now cuz I am month late right :D

thanx

Nose Tag!

Jood tagged me (7atta w ana mesh hoon :D ) but it's a nice tag and since I am here and have net now I will answer it :P


Tag Rules:

1- A link to the one who tagged you
2- List out at least your fav. 5 smells
3- Tag at least 3
4- Any language
5- Photos is a must :ch:


1- I did :P



2- ok


* I adore the smell of the air when it first rain




* The smell of apple in all it's kind .... cooked, juice and even apple pies

* The smell of little babies; when they r in their first 4 months re7et-hom betjannen :P

* and of course the smell of coffee .... yummeee

* the smell of lavender especially in detergents ....

I will tag Ramiz, Nana and Wafa hope they were not :)