♥ Yes ♥ I ♥ Do ♥

I was wearing a magnificent traditional Palestinian gown (thoob falastenee) when I entered the room; to sign the papers for kateb el ketab .... he was amazed and so did I .... come here my daughter al ma'thoon said .... and he started asking me if i agree marrying my Fiancé and other things .... Today he told me (my Fiancé) ... do u remember when u were about to sign the papers? after alma'thoon asked u, If u want to merry me ! u took a moment before saying yes ! so u were re-thinking ?? loool girl u really scared me !!!

really i did ? i was just shocked and shy .... every body was looking at me ....

Honestly i just wanted to look in ur eyes before I say yes ..... and I am glad i did ..... because I saw the warmth and love that I've always been looking for ...... Yes I do want to spend my life with U

we did kateb elketab in our house 17/10 around 10 am i can't say I was scared or not sure ... I was really comfortable and relaxed .... well I had 8 months to think about this moment ! in that same day was my engagement party so I had to move fast to the saloon .... and there i drove my brother's wife crazy ... plz call the house and ask them about the chairs ... did they bring alknafeh ? how about the DJ ? (yaa I am always in charge of every thing) Asma plz relax we took care of everything ! just relax and be 3aroos today ! but I was just worried ... I have to do everything by my self ... eventually i let my self to be taking care of ... and this is what he made me feel .... and it's really a nice feeling ...

In my party I don't know why I was laughing but stressed the whole time and just can't imagine how I sat and every body stare at me ... this is when my best friends were very close to me keeping me calm and just making me laugh I am blessed to have them around although I really wanted my best friend ever Yara to be around allah ywafe2haa ... my cousins were around me all the time also but it was hard not having all my brothers and sisters ..... they were all calling daily ..... my sis Enas with her joyful voice .... my other sis Ansam was smsing me every day .... so what did u do today and where did u go ....... she once said do u remember when u wanted to be with ur friend badly !! in her wedding !! ... well this is nothing compared to what I feel ... simply i couldn't complete my phone call with her i couldn't stop crying ..... My sister Arwa was the one who helped me in each step .... well they would have come but I kept everything in the house until Monday which is 4 days before our kateb ktab and the party ....... i just wanted everything to be like what I want and it was .....

I have so many details to tell but simply every thing happened so fast not that we knew each other in short time ! I am happy to say we knew each other well and really love each other, this is all what i always want ... to merry someone I love not waiting to fall in love after marrying someone I don't know If I will ever love him or not ......

for the wedding in sha2 allah it will be in summer I guess ! after we r done with the immigration papers and all my family be in Amman .... yaa I will be moving to Florida .... a big change for me and for every body around ... they r all happy for me but still don't get the Idea that there will be no more SimSim in the family house especially my 8 years old niece Rama who was tearing while dancing with me ..... big change i hope i will manage it easily .....

Diana sweetie thanx for ur lovely post it was so sweet of u .... ur sms was amazing also I felt like dancing :D teslamelee yaa 3asal :hug: