I am working, watching TV, lying on the bed, setting alone!!! and suddenly somebody start talking to me, Oh No I am not in the mood to listen (I’m known to be a good listener and adviser don't ask me why )
My Mind: Ok what should I do tomorrow? What did I forget to do today? yaaa this is a good subject to write about ? Oh it’s her birthday next week I should arrange for something !! I am bored I have to arrange for a trip, Oh I would love to have argeleh with yara I should call her now ……
During the conversation ..... yes ..... exactly ...... aaaaaa ok .... looool
and when my mind come back to me Ops somebody is still talking to me !!!
So what do u think Asma !! MMMM (I Just can't say I hear nothing from what u said)"I try to save my self as fast as I can" …. So tell me what do U think u should do ? …. I try to concentrate this time and know what he/she was telling me about!
I know this is inappropriate …. People really trust me and talk to me about anything come to their minds and about any problem or situation in their lives because they know that I care and listen but sometimes I just can’t help it … I lose concentration and can’t be there to listen in the same time I can’t say I am not in the mood to listen because they might get upset ….
sometimes when I do anything I just keep thinking of something else so I end up doing something I have no Idea about
I hope I will always be able to help my self from any embarrassment … or I should start to concentrate more cuz this is really craziness