How much u would miss someone !!

I have been raised in a big family al7amdolellah, most of them live abroad sisters and brothers …. Nephews and nieces …. It has been like this my whole life ….. but to tell u the truth the only one I miss the most and I feel like part of me left with him is my younger brother Aktham (I hope my other sisters and brothers r not reading this ) …..

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We r like friends more than a brother and a sister …. We used to go out a lot either shopping or to the cinema ..... anywhere (of course I used to beg him for a whole week so he would agree) shoo a6la3 ma3 o5teee ??!!!! looooool

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We used to talk a lot and have so much fun, until that day when he got a great opportunity to leave to Dubai …. I was like ok we will be in touch and talk all the time but it’s not the same …. He is busy most of the time and I don’t have credit like always (but recently I do since I converted my number to a bill)
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He likes Elissa a lot and I used to make fun of him ….. Man she doesn’t have a voice what do u like about her? And I used to like Sherin …… now after he left to Dubai I started to listen to Elissa, I even have her songs on my mobile and he started to listen to Sherin even to Kazim loool ……
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The other day we were on our way home (me and my brother) and we were listening to Elissa’s cassette I can’t remember which song we were listening to that moment but a very salty tear dropped from my eyes (I hided my face so he won’t see me) I felt my face was burning that moment I don’t know how to describe the feeling but I really wanted to hold him tightly, set and talk to him (I am holding my tears now while I am writing this)

I miss them all I am really tired of being away from them; to hell with technology I know we can talk over the phone we can chat for hours or being around them few days every year all of this is not enough …. Setting with them knowing that they will leave any moment!!!

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a song for Kazim came across my mind while writing this ....

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really maleet el bo3d