What I Do hate about MSN messenger !!

I know I am disorganized person but when i want to organize something I act like crazy getting red of every thing .... for example few days ago I deleted all my e-mails (hotmail) a 660 e-mails !!! first time i delete any since i created it, but some e-mails I just couldn't delete them .....
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few weeks ago i logged in to my MSN messenger and this is what I got .......................>

I have noooo contacts ??! there most be a mistake ??!!

But I logged out and in again and they r all back :P

for a while It was like coooool lool

ok don't understand me wrongly but seriously i have contacts I haven't spoken to since ages and others i have 3-4 e-mails for each so i was wondering why should i keep their e-mails ? !! not that I am 24/7 logged in ? and even when I am; mostly I am appear offline (ban3ejeg bsor3a talking to many in the same time)

but still it's very crowded so I have to start deleting (act crazy) some contacts ...

so if i deleted u I am sorry but it would be because of:

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1. I feel I got to the point that I don't want to talk to u any more

2.I had this feeling that U don't want to know/talk to me any more so I will spare u the difficulty of deleting me

3. it has been so long since i've seen u on line so it's ur fault

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as for the new contacts whom got ur e-mail from some where !! first I add them because maybe they r already knew me or familyaa !! then I ask where did u got my e-mail and if I knew u or not ?? they usually act Defensively about these questions and If they ask u about ur name and ur age and other things (what do u do in life ??!!!) and u don't answer !! their action will be: u don't want to talk to me just say it !! 6ab I don't want to talk to u w haay delete !!

a wize guy once said I do not have the talent of conversing easily to people I have never met (knew: hay meen 3endee) before ................ and u know what ??!! So Do I